
I saw her for the first time on a cold November evening. When it’s
arrived at the center, she was quickly taken to her quarters and mine
the gaze only briefly rested on her, nevertheless I had
long enough to know I liked what I saw. In the twilight
and she couldn’t see me herself at the accelerated pace of the “walk-by”,
but it was definitely watching the boys at that moment
the last thing on her mind. She barely came to
commune.
I myself was a resident there for three full months and contacts with
I missed the girls a lot. I should mention that it was in ours
center five girls, but none were to my liking until this one
measures to enter into the thoughts of a serious relationship. Until the next one
day I thought about her and anxiously waited for her to appear in the
common living areas. At first, say the first ten days, you are
as a newbie, he received increased supervision from therapists, movement
it is highly restricted and there is always someone by your side. When the first time
presented publicly in front of everyone, she was visibly frightened. Hers
the shyness worked cutely and soon I’m around her
felt a pleasant warmth all over his body.
After a day or two it was noticeable bilaterally
affection, our eyes sought each other whenever it was
that’s possible. On the third day, the last doubts were dispelled. Because
I was one of the more reliable residents, they gave it to me
day entrusted to all-day care. We confessed that day
Love at first sight. Since it was movie night, we met
while watching the film, of course covered with a sweater, holding it the whole time
for hands. During the evening sweeping, we also kissed for the first time.
We broke one of the stricter rules, because boys and girls
we were not allowed to get physically close. We agreed that we will be in
further secretly leaving messages in a laundry bag and
avoided excessive contact that would betray us.
I myself had a serious girlfriend in Paris who wrote to me daily
letters and faxes and sent me packages. When reading your inbox
letters were clearly difficult for her, but she was especially bothered by faxes.
There were more unpleasant feelings when reading my inbox
as obvious. The faxes were ten or more pages long, and they are
completely occupied the telephone lines for a good hour, so that they
the girls were finally banned from sending faxes. Soon they are hers
others also noticed the jealous attitude and tried us as much as possible
separate. The saying “out of sight, out of mind” was not made on the vine. Otherwise I am
I loved my girlfriend, but something was happening to me that I wasn’t
could control, something magical. I knew I would have to
put an end to the Ljubljana ties. She herself had a similar one
example, her boyfriend came to the center to visit her unannounced.
We cut off all contact with our exes. If the heart is willing, do it
always finds a way. We avoided all control, rules and
especially to many curious eyes, and our love soon
also consumed. Well, at least we thought we were successful
hide. But within less than two months, we were completely together
separated. I was sent to one center and she was sent to another. We didn’t
gave We argued that it’s not just our hormones that are raging, and we succeeded
to convince that our love is genuine. We agreed, yes
after four months we are reunited in the same center, the only one
the condition they set for us was that we should merge
after the passage of time still wanting. Time passed slowly.
Smuggled messages were the only connection between us from time to time
brought closer together. Even the many lies and rumors started by the others,
we were not thrown off the track.
I already warned her when we said goodbye that it would happen
heard lies and should not believe anyone until he speaks
with me. Just before the deadline, she was brought in for a visit
to our center. It’s hard to describe the feelings we have in words
translated. Her shyness made her even more attractive,
but I had to be quite restrained because of the surroundings. I’m barely there
I was waiting for confirmation from those responsible so that we can live together in our own
room, which soon happened. Basically we are in use
got a real little palace.
For the next six months, we enjoyed the privileges of a “couple”, as it were
in the commune said to a couple living together. The time we spent there
was absolutely unforgettable. Until one fateful evening.
The girl talked to her parents on the phone and she complained to them that yes
the food is very bad. Basically nothing like that if it wasn’t around the corner
our hidden compatriot, who translated all the conversations to the main one
the therapist. He was in a very bad mood due to recent events.
Half the therapy team was concerned, which we all knew, except
him. When he finally got the hang of it, he was all out of his mind
shook his anger at all around him. Suddenly he rustled from behind the door and
started yelling at the top of his voice: “If you don’t like the food, you can disappear right away.”
That I don’t see you here again in the morning.” I tried to get him to
mind, but he didn’t give in and finally I told him I would
in this case he also went home himself. He was not moved. He didn’t think
why are we there Not even the fact that we paid monthly for treatment
around 300 euros, it was not a sufficient reason for him to eat his own
pride and let us finish the therapy. So we are next
always left early in the morning. Without a purchased ticket for the journey home
we had to find our way through all 1000 km alone. But us
the love was still burning, which had not subsided for years. Sometimes it does
I wonder if the person in charge ever repented of his
pride. He knew very well that she should stay until the end of therapy.
Of course, they did not take our side at the Paris Up,
although they had many testimonies about the serious danger of therapy for
many French by therapists who ran the commune hit
second phase in Belgium. Nothing new for our ends, right?
Sometimes even in the most difficult moments and darkest days you find
a love that is as solid as rock, stone, bone. Once you find it, that’s it
the most beautiful thing in the world. And then it was…
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